Barb

         I am so thankful to have had the privilege of attending Barb's lecture this week. I am still thinking about her words several days later. First of all, I am amazed by Barb and all of her accomplishments. Her perseverance in working hard to express her brilliant mind is inspiring. Barb's attitude is inspiring as well. She typed in the beginning of the lecture "...autism is my prism, not my prison".
         There are a couple of things that I will take from Barb's words that will shape the teacher that I become. One important piece of advice to us was to enjoy our lunch. Do not be like a businessman juggling chainsaws frantically running around, but rather be like a native sitting in the grass enjoying nature. I have to admit that I have been much like the businessman these past couple of weeks. I have been running around like crazy trying to keep my head above water and finishing all of my final assignments. Barb's reminder to be more like Mary rather than busy Martha was so refreshing. I know that when I have my own class I will be tempted to be the chainsaw juggling businessman. However, I believe that it is so important to take a pause and delight in the world that surrounds us. Children need to see adults doing this. Children need to know that life is to be experienced and enjoyed, not rushed through. I hope to set this example when I am a teacher.
         Another word of wisdom I will take away is that the world need autism. I need autism. I need those around me who think, act, and experience the world differently that I do. It is really easy for me to think that students I will have with special needs will need me. The truth is I will need them just as much. Barb also encouraged us to help students find out who they are and to help them be that on purpose. We must meet students where they are to connect with them. If students are mute or do not speak, join them in their silence until they are comfortable enough to express themselves.